I don't know why, but I'm feeling very indifferent. It really makes me wonder a lot just why it turns out to be this way. Just what exactly is wrong with me? What do I really want? I don't have a answer and I don't even know. Many thoughts are running through my mind at the moment right now. I just don't know where to start from. I just felt that as day goes by, I'm starting to get immune, neglected and unloved. It is not like you have been treating me very badly..., but instead, I don't have enough of it and I need more. Was it me that is selfish and self-centered or was it you that is not giving me enough? Everyday without fail, you always told me about beautiful things. Just why? I know you love to admire beautiful things... But why tell me and ask me about my perspective? Maybe you just wanna share, but have you not realised my reactions and replies is getting sarcastic, nonchalant and blunt? I doubt you realised it cause you asked me everyday about it... How about me telling you about beautiful things too? What would you do? I felt so hurt and inferior every time when you admire beautiful things. In case you have no idea let me tell you this, I have very very poor appetite this few days. It is ridiculously poor that I am seeing some old symptoms in me again. I know you are currently very busy with your portfolio and rushing to finish it. But I still need a little care from you. Even 1 short message from you can already make me happy, I swear. But it made me feel so vague. Sighs...
Sighs..., I'm missing you badly now....
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